Wow, haven't been here in forever. It's like meeting up with an old ex at a public place, a place where you have no window to pretend you don't have time to catch-up with her, like a party or something. Things have changed, and looking at the site like it is now kind of gives me a longing. I forgot how much stuff I deleted from here, and I was unaware of how many of my old favorites have since been deleted. Not only that, but now I have a vaccum of things that I could actually be adding to this site that I will not be. Far cry from when I was struggling to find a reason to put just about anything here. I guess I have definitely moved away from this site, and largely the internet in general. Revisting here was like looking through a junior high yearbook. Nostalgic and rose-colored, but hardly containing the barest emotional significance, especially compared to how it once felt. It's not the same when you're no longer attached to the people who made the memories so worthwhile, I gather. That, and I never quite clicked with this site... or any site...

I guess I'm pretty much typing for my own sake but I never realized how much I'd changed in four years until I looked back on who I was, and this site is a part of that person I stopped being. Checking in only helped prove that...